Sweetest Goodbye
Friday, January 28, 2005 @ 5:34 PM
"Sweetest Goodbye"
Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel
-Maroon 5
This is High School..
Wednesday, January 26, 2005 @ 11:35 AM
Did you hear that mikey kissed a girl
Could it be your girlfriend or some other stupid hoe
Did you hear that Timmy shaved his hair
How much do you bet Janes not wearing underwear
Her IQ is smaller that her skirt
She pretends she wants it but she is just a flirt
Joey slept with Susan and now they're going out
Get ready cause
This is high school
Passing notes about what happened Saturday night
Is it possible that there could be a fight
Meet at the oak tree approximately 3pm
I will beat your ass cause now youre in high school
Now you're in high school
Oh how we love these high school days
Don't want to leave wish we could stay
I'll really miss those cheerleaders
They are the highlight of my year
Did you hear about how Mr. Halls
Turns his back to the class so he can scratch his balls
Susans dumping joey she says he sucks in bed
But not as good as she does
This is high school
-Off By One
Haha, i liked it.hope you do to.. Its Funny
RIP:(
Tuesday, January 25, 2005 @ 9:11 PM
Papa
Seen as a piece of advice
never saying the same thing twice
Altough not in my life for long
you turned my misery into a song
Always pasient and kind
words you said play in my mind
im sure those who knew you, knew you cant compair
but they'll listen to your last wish in dispair
you may be gone, but you'll still play a part
and forever you will live on in my heart
RIP Papa! :(
Gonna Write a Blog..
Monday, January 24, 2005 @ 9:36 PM
Alright, Cool, so you actually put alright? Did you even spell it right? Well I guess you wouldn't know, cuz, you wouldn't be able to tell the difference if it was wrong or not? OUCH!! WHY DO I KEEP HURTING MYSELF? Whoa! What are you typing? Your actually putting everything I said? Cool! Wieners are for buns... Who spiked the punch? Are you actually typing what im saying? Are you going to post it? What, Candace? Its gonna be the best one! weiners are for buns! You love me. Now I feel all pressured for what I say. Sure, that's sorta what I said, I guess... The medias after me now, and im like AHHHHHH SAVE ME MAN!! You know? Yea-uh-uh-i know. Teenage mutant ninja turtles-beh-ner... That was a guitar solo there, did you dig it. it was especially for you, cuz-cuz, nvm... You sexy hunk of scrumptious burnin love! Scrumptious you mean? Do me, do me do me now, do me here I do allow... What else was I going to say? uhh-wait? sinffsniff.. humm, what are you typing? Even the humm? Holy shit your hard at 'er. I wonder if anyone's cool enough to read to that far with out being like what an idiot fag, cues we are idiot fags. WHAAAA!!!? im playing a CD man, and i gotta pee.... Wait- it went away.. *singing...* put a few, so its all cool, you know, all cool? *music* ha cool man. *singing* whats up? Are you like finishing the blogg now? Are keep going? Well if you are, I love you, and if you aren't, I love you.. But if your doing both, your a witch and I hate you. Understand? Cool. What are you typing anyways? Didn't I ask you that like 5 times? That's cool anyways, cuz you still love me. HOLAY!!! HOLAY MOLY WHA TA GOALIE!! maaan, you gotta see this picture im looking at!!! this kid that used to live on my street, and we used to kinda hang out with hum cuz he was funny. well, not funny. he used to lean agains walls, and he would shit his pants, cuz he couldnt hold it in. so hed lean againt the wall and shit. and i have a picture of coreys camp. and one of Cassie, and shes all fat, and right the gaylord on the beach, and right fat- fat fat fatty fattiddy. and we also have like... i say like alot, across the stairs was a spider web, we made it outta string, cuz we were right cool, and my friends grandmother almost died cuz she didnt see it. why not? i hate you man!! I HATE YOU!!!! yeah. and.. do you want me to tell you some jokes now? do you? haha. okay.. on witch side of the giants house does the bean stalk grow? on the OUTSIDE.. haaa, i think that's funny... UHH I GOT A GOOD ONE!!!! Okay.. how could beauty stop the beast from smelling..? Hold his nose!! Isn't that genius?! OUU!!! OUUU!! what now? what ? do you want more jokes? or talking? like.. like... *singing* are you still typing? want more jokes? like knock knock jokes?? Hold on maybe? Knock knock?! Kenya! kenya keep a secret?!?! HAHAHAHA ... thats it... yea.. sorry. i dunno what that is, you do too, thats okay, your H-O-T. oh man, i dunno what one of these to tell you.. alright! Knock knock? Habit habit your way!! OUUUU wait a second.. knock knock jokes are lame, jai tout fini, w/e, you know, its french! there are mice having sex on my dresser! how did they get on my dresser?! them kinky bastards. Since your done. Hey guess what?! ALEX LOVES YOU! ALEX LOVES YOU!! ALEX LOVES YOU...!! Etc! So you wanna do a mad libs er what G!! ..
HAHAHAHAHAHA that was EVERYTHING Alex said to me.. anna few mintues or so.. thats pretty funny huh!!!?
-C
My Baby On My Mind
Wednesday, January 19, 2005 @ 6:33 PM
Kiss me gently
and tell me you love me
it gets me everytime
i want to walk with you
our steps will rhyme
as we walk into tomorrow
our love will grow
your the only one i run to
how could it be anyone eles?
i have never loved anyone as much as you
touch me
hold me
we cant relie on one time
so baby lets do it again
id do it on a drop of a dime
i cant love without you
i think you know its true
so dont ever leave me
and ill never leave you
and forever we will be
Yup, Im Deffinetly love struck..
-C
On My Mind
Tuesday, January 18, 2005 @ 7:37 PM
I dont want to rip you out of my book
i rip out chapters and pages i no lnger want to think about
I dont want to rip you out of my book
i want these felings to last longer, i want these feelings to grow stronger
i dont want to rip you out of my book
i rip out pages that i want to forget, when i want to move on to something better.. you are that better...
i dont want to rip you out of my book
im not ready to move on
i dont want to rip you out of my book
i dont want our memories to go up in smoke and left as only ashes
i dont want to rip you out of my book
we have such a good time together that shouldnt be forgotten
your making it so hard for me to rip you out if my book
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im not what i seem
i hide behind
my makeup and clothes
im scared
my own feelings scare me
i put up walls
invisible walls
that not even i
can see beond
i dont put my walls down
except for a presious few
i get afraid
to put my walls down
they are my own
they protect me
when people see
what im like really like
they dont like me
maybe thats why im scared
im scared that people
wont like me
but this is the way i am
this is me
please
try to acceept me
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Famous Quotes from the Wonderful C!!
- My Writing, My Pain, My Happiness, My Way!
-Its all my fault, I never ment to Hurt you, and now your there, laying in your blood, wishing it was me, and its all my fault
-Im not looking for love, i would be nice, but i dont lok for it, love is blind, and no matter how long and hard you look, you wont be able to find it.
-Ill fake a smile just so you will be happy, but i wound never fake a tear to made you sad
-Live, love and fake a laugh, Make me happy and ill love you back
-When you cry, i feel your sadess- when you scream, i feel your anger- but you hurt, i love your pain
-Life isnt easy, but its espaisally hard for me
-I dont write cuz i want to, i write cuz i have to, my mind moves my pen to put my feelings on paper.
-C!
IMM BAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 @ 5:59 PM
Im Back, did cha miss me?! bet so. haha, well i missed you too!! but not to much, cuz i had a bunch of fun, my flights got cancled so i was a day late.. bu thats beside the point, i had a lot of fun. i seen
the wicked witch of the west!!! jelous huh?! yeaaaaaa... dont lie to yourself.. you know you are.. haha, anyways just wanted to let people now im back.. haha.. like you didnt know.. and stufffff... so umm.. just leave a comment if you wannt know anything i guess... haha
Love, C
Dont Miss Me Too Much, HaHa
Monday, January 03, 2005 @ 9:50 PM
Okay, well here it goes, im leaving, only for a while, but a while is long enough. one week, well okay, i lied, not quite a week .. 5 days, but im gonna miss everyone soo much, Becca god damn, your my gurl!!!!! i know its only a week, but i spend everyday with you soo, its gonna be tough. Alex, im gonna miss you sooo much, and breaking down and crying when im away will be a ritual. baby, if i dont tell you enough, i Love you. you mean the world toooo me.. life just wouldnt be the same without you. :you make my life complete:) fuck!! im gonna miss you baby, your my everything, i dont try sometimes.. but you deserve so muuch more i CAN be that something. and i promise ill try harder. haha Tori and Chels.. you guys kick.. but dont bug tori, shes dancing!!:) and Chels, im sooo glad we are still tight, even tho i changes schools! Jessie, haha, you know school will not be the same withoput me!! im sooo loud and i like the pump the day up. everyone at school.. I LOVE YOU!!! DONT MISS ME TOOOO MUCH!!! Ill bring back lots of pics!!! Anyone i forget, i LOVE SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.. (im makinf such a big deal outta nothing...) well.... my last post for 5 days... LOVE YA!!!
Love,
C
PS, Thanks again Kat!!
Heartbreak hotel
Sunday, January 02, 2005 @ 10:41 PM
Okay, I doubt anyone has seen this movie, so im gonna write a wicked blogg about it. Now, its called Heartbreak hotel, and when I first get it, I thought it was the dumbest thing on the face of the earth, but by the middle of it, I was HOOKED. Well its about this Kid, and his name is Johnny Wolfe. And Johnnys mum (who is totally obsessed with Elvis) is like going out with this guy who is a super prick. And he ends up taking her for a drive when he is drunk and getting in an accident and he hit her. Well when Johnny found that out he gets really mad and beats up his mums "ex-boyfriend". And he really wants to make him mum feel better, so... He decides to kidnaps Elvis, by dressing up some woman who works at a local diner up as Elvis' dead mum, cuz Elvis was obsessed with his mumma. sooooo when Johnny successfully kidnaps him, him being Elvis, Johnny brings Elvis to his house. And Elvis and Johnnys mum end up falling in love, awwww, and Elvis helps out Johnnys band, and he helps Sam (Johnnys little sister) get over her fear of "slimy soul suckers" and its such a good move.. COME WATCH IT WITH ME!:)
-Love Always.
C.
Yea...
Saturday, January 01, 2005 @ 9:22 PM
Here, take it, take my life
cuz the last thing im gonan do
is listen to you
frustration
so i hide
to get away from my emotions
say what you will
im only as stupid as you want me to be
so im a moron?
im leaving
i dont need this
but somthing stops me
the face of a happy baby girl
that girl
was me
and so i turn around
and realize
you changed that face
i look at you
my eyes full of anger and tears
and shake my head
now you know how i feel
so here, take it, take my life
cuz the last thing ill
ever do
is listen to you
-Candace