Must be Tuesdays.
Or the sun,
one or the other wants to ruin my day.
Months have come and gone, and some how i must have managed to avoid them both,
Because today's the day it clicks,
today is the day i finally realize, that's it.
it's over, and never will it ever return to what i wished.
I'm second.
Third?
Fourth..?
...
Either way, I would be happier if i lost my footing at the edge of a cliff.
You probably wouldn't even help me if you knew.







And I didn't expect anything anyways.



You only realize how alone you are till no one calls,
and even the sound of your own voice is tiering.
Music isn't comforting anymore,
words dont support your heart,
the only drink you take is the one of your tears...
and hello the best known word.


no one says hello.