Couldn't be worse if I had planned it.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @ 10:42 PM
Steps
1. Accept
2. Talk
3. Discuss
4. Listen
5. Hurt
6. Recover
7. Cry
8. Heal
9. Fight
10. Regret
11. Remember
12. Forget
13. Remember again
14. Revenge
15. Get Mad
16. Sing
17. Dance
18. Hug
19. Admit
20. Never forget
21. Find an excuse
22. Cry
23. Tear yourself apart
24. Yell
25. Smile
26. Force laughter
27. Be sick
28. Be Empathic
29. Allow time
30. Pity
31. Respect
32. Befriend
33. Let loose
34. Let go
35. Eat
36. Realize
37. Cry
38. Make up
39. Finalize it
40. Move along
The prayer.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 @ 10:42 PM
I'm looking for you, searching for a distant response. But you don't reply, and it's not the first time.
The sky is clear tonight, and the moon hangs low and bright, I look to the stars that are spinning an a cigarette induced rush.
"I'm sorry" I whisper up to you.. And look down at the cigarette between my thinning fingers
Nothing...
"I'm so sorry" I moan into the vast emptiness, a parody of my life...
You'll never answer, and I'll never forgive myself.
