it's a high life
That's all i need.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 9:59 PM

One glance into those deep blue eyes and I know.
I know you're bad news, and I know I don't care.
It's a clear fall day in your eyes... Looking into the sky.
"Imagine what it would be like to fall forever"
And I have.
I have every time i look into your eyes.

And that's all I need.



I'm expecting your call, but im not expecting a call.
Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 3:59 PM

A firey hatred burns my insides.
As if I could cry as hard as I could,
but not even that could dampen the flames.
It hurts every ounce of my being to love everything you do.
Every scent you let linger is my porthole to escape.

Oh, I indulge in you every waking moment.
I meant nothing by it when i told you last night
that i hate you.
I'm so worried that you will be waiting around every corner.
But I want you to be waiting.
I'm so worried that you will forget about me.
So please remember.

If I could just admit it for once in my sick life
of pride and hunger
that I do indeed adore every move you make,
every hair out of place,
every hand you lay on my porcelain, fragile heart.

Could this be easier and harder?
Could this be anymore wrong and right?
Could this even exist?



Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 8:37 PM

Just like everything else you've ever said or done,
that slammed door works perfectly for you.




Cliche.



Rain on me, please.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 9:57 PM

I walk.
And frankly nothing is bothering me,
strangely, not even you.
Oh sympathetic sky, let yourself fall on me.
I'll hold you forever close.



And all along I swearing I was sober...
Wednesday, September 05, 2007 @ 6:36 PM

I've remembered every placement of every freckle on your body,
not an easy task, all things considered.
Come dance with sin again,
I promise I know how to make you tick;
and I promise I will do it.

I'm so drunk off this, and oh, I'm such a lush.



manumit v. To set free from bondage.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 7:54 PM

Your words smother me.
Your intelligence was your only downfall.

You say my words make no sense,
But at least I say something.



The perks of breaking up.
@ 7:48 PM

"I said I was sorry,
and if that's not what you wanted to hear then why did you drag me here?"

Cold air between us for more reasons than just winter.
Although, the city look beautiful from up here...

"To jump"



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