Andrew led the way up the stairs and into a bedroom. He didn't seem new at this. He looked at the drunken Kim. Kim was barely staning up on her own, and was continuously mumbeling non-sence about something that Andrew didn't really care about, but he would pretend he was listening by once and a while throwing in "Unn huh" and "Oh yea?"

Once Andrew had Kim in the room he locked the door behind them. Kim was still talking and walking around the room, well, more like stumbeling. Andrew walked up behind Kim and held on to her waist, Kim giggled and turned around. Andrew was more than a head taller than her, and come to think of it alot older too. Kim wasn't thinking about age or height though. She wasn't really thinking at all to be honest. And neither was Andrew, the only thing going through his mind was Kim.

Kim kissed Andrew, to Kim this was great. She had always wanted Andrew, Andrew knew it, and took advantage of it for sure, that and the fact that she was piss drunk.

Kim stumbled again, lucky for her Andrew was there to catch her because there was a beautiful stained glass lamp that would have shatterd to a million pieces. Andrew pulled Kim very close to her.

"Kim, you are the most beautiful young lady on the face of this earth" Andrew wispered into kims ear and then lightly kissed her neck.

"Andrew, this isn't a good idea" Kim said, stuggeling with her words

"What isn't?" Andrew said innocently as he layed Kim down on the bed behind them.

Kim's long dark hair formed an ocean around her head. Andrew got on top of Kim and ran his hands through her ocean of hair and looked into her eyes. Kim gazed back. Andrew was strateling Kim and leaned down to kiss her forehead, then the tip of her nose, then gently brushed his lips against hers then he brushed the hair that reamained on her neck away and softly kissed her neck. Kim shuddered. Andrews kiss caused chills to run up Kim spine. Kim was slowly but surly being lowered into a game of seduction.

Andrew kissed Kim again on the lips, this time with a little more force, and alot more passion. Their hearts were both begining to race beyond anything imaginable. Kim was breathing heavy and exhaled loudly through her nose with a slight sigh. Andrew put his hand on Kim's neck then ran it down to her collar bone then he cupped her brest. Kim pulled away from Andrew's kiss and looked at him. Andrew looked back as if he had done nothing wrong.

"Andrew, I said I dont think this is a good idea" said Kim, thats her story and she was sticking to it.

I knew she'd be a hard case to crack, but I didn't think she put up this much of a fight. Thought Andrew.

"We aren't doing anything wrong." said Andrew reasuringly as he kissed Kim again.

Kim smiled in the middle of their kiss, she pulled Andrew in close. Maybe he's right, we aren't doing anything that wrong. Plus I have waited my whole life for this.

Andrew kissed Kims neck again. He was breathing heavy and pressing his hips against Kims. Andrew stipped off his shirt. Kim ran her cold finger tips down Andrews chest. Kim's cold fingers made Andrew cold, but warm at the same time. Andrew tugged at Kim's shirt and eventually managed to get it off her. Andrew pushed Kim up farther on the bed and put her head on the pillows. Andrew was quick to unsnap Kim's bra.

Kim had never crossed this line before, but she was sure that this was gonna be the best. Andrew seemed like he cared so much about her. Kim felt comfortable and not the least slef-consious about her body witch she had always hated.

Andrew moved his hands over Kims bare flesh, and then moved his hands down to her thighs that were showing from her short skirt. Kim let out a little sigh, she was a little nervous becuase she knew what was going to happen. Andrew pulled back the blanket so that Kim could get underneath. Then he slipped underneath with her. Andrew unbuttoned Kim's skirt. Kim slipped out and was left there while Andrew stripped off his jeans and boxers.

Andrew put one hand by Kim's head and put his weight on it as he ran his other hand between her legs and then peeled off her panties. Andrew lowerd himslef and kissed Kim's chest, and then wrapped his arms around Kim's waist and held on tight and burried his face in her chest and then kissed her. Kim's heart was pounding and Andrew could hear it.

"Kim, I won't hurt you." Andrew wisperd letting the warm air from his breath spread along Kim's body. Kim shudderd and then smiled at his words.

Kim was overwhelmed with passion and lust. She wanted Andrew more than anything now. Kim ran her hands down Andrew's spine and then up his stomach and chest and then wraped her arms around his neck. Andrew ran his fingers down Kim's flat stomach and then between her legs. Kim wimperd as Andrew pressed his fingers inside of her. Andrew was getting closer to what he wanted.

"Kim," Andrew wisperd

"Yea?" replyed Kim unsurely.

"Are you sure this is okay?" Andrew asked, trying to seem like he cared

"I'm sure" Kim wispered back

Andrew smiled at Kim and kissed her on hard on the lips.

Andrew proped Kim's butt up in the right position so that it would be easy to slip inside her. Kim held Andrews neck tight so his face couldn't wander far. Andrew had build up enough trust in Kim to acctally have sex with her. That, and had got her drunk. Andrew pressed himself inside Kim. Kim felt a sudden shock of pain, and let out a loud grunt. Andrew pressed his hips agains Kim's, he let out a moan.

Andrew trusted gently, careful not to hurt Kim too much, becuase if he hurt her too much she might want to end it. Kim continuned to wimper as Andrew thrusted. She was so scared inside, so worried of what this might become. Kim pulled Andrew in for a long kiss, Andrew continued to rock his hips back and forth over Kim's naked body.

After a while the pain that Kim was expiriencing died down alot and she began to enjoy the sex more and more. She moaned and screeched loudly as Andrew forced himself deeper and deeper inside of her.

"Oh, Kim" Andrew managed to excape from his mouth after about fourty five minutes of sheer heaven. "Oh fuck" he grunted and then collapsed on top of Kim.

Kim was breathing heavy and moaned quietly everytime she exhailed. She could feel Andrew throbing inside of her. She ran her hands through his hair and asked if everything was okay.

"Everything is great, Kim" Andrew said and then kissed Kim's sweaty forhead.

Both Kim and Andrew's body were beaded with sweat. Kim's body looked like a work of art to Andrew, the way she was tangled in the sheets, and way the moon shining through the window made the beads of sweat on her chest look like they were dancing everytime she would take a breath. And to Kim, Andrew's bodt was the closest thing to perfect that she had ever seen. Being still on top of her, sweat would fall from his body and land on her. Neither of them seemed to notice, and if the did, they didn't seem to care.

Andrew rolled over. Kim quickly grabbed sheets and covered up her naked body. Andrew layed there beside Kim on his back. Kim moved closer to him and placed her head on his chest, and played with the chain that hung losely from his neck. Andrew kissed the top of Kim's head.

"Was it okay?" Kim said, dreading the answer

"It was amazing" Andrew said to her trying to find her eyes.

Kim blushed, but Andrew couldn't tell, it was pretty dark in there after all. Then slowly the two fell asleep together.

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"WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!"

Kim jumped, Andrew was no where to be found. I must have fallen asleep. Kim said to herself, then looked up to find none other than Paul standing there.

"What time is it?" asked Kim squinting her eyes, the light coming through the door way was bright.

"You're asking what time it is and you're laying around fuckin' naked in someone eles bed!?!?" Paul yelled at Kim.

"Yea, acctally I am.. If you;re not gonna fuckin tell me I'll just get up and find out my damn slef" shot Kim.

"Its 4am." said Paul

"Thank you, now help me find my bra" Kim demanded Paul, she didn't think much of the fact that it wasn't on her body.

"Kim, why did you do that to yourself? He dosen't love you, you know." asked Paul

"You wouldnt understand, Paul," replyed Kim "I want him more than anything in this world, and if sleeping with him is the only way to get his attention, the so be it."

"That's an empty life. It's no where near worth it, Kim. I promise you" Said Paul closing the door so that the two could talk alone. Paul sat at the edge of the bed. He spotted Kim's bra close to his feet so he bent down and got it and passed it to her.

"Thanks.." Kim said taking the bra from Paul "See, Paul you just don't get it, I really like him, I will do whatever to get his attention... You couldn't possibly understand."

No, you're right, Kim.. I couldn't possibly understand what it's like to be head over heels for someone and get nothing in return. Paul though to himself and should have shot at Kim, but instead he reached down on the grownd again picking up Kim's shirt and tossed it in her direction.

"Paul, why are you here?" asked Kim

"I care about you, Kim. It's plain and simple, I don't want to see you get hurt by that jerk, it's not with it Kim." Paul explained

"What are you saying?" Kim asked and she slipped her skirt on.

"Kim, I care for you more then you will ever know." It looked as if Paul as going to cry

Kim crawled across the bed to where Paul was sitting and wrapped her arms around his nack and kissed the back of his head. "Paul, I care for you too... I think maybe just diffrently then you care for me, you are like the big brother I have never had, and if anything was to happen to you, I'd die.. You are like .. my soul mate. My best friend. The one I can always count on. You'll always be there the bail me out of sittuations like this, right?" Kim asked then placed her chin on the top of Pauls head, then took a deep breath and smelled his hair.

"I'll always be here for you, Kim" said Paul, proudly but sadly.

Kim worked her way under Pauls arm and they sat at the edge of the bed.

"I'm so sorry if me doing this hurt you, Paul" said Kim, she really meant it.

"This is gonna hurt you alot more than it's gonna hurt me"

"It already does" said Kim as she began to cry.

Paul held Kim close and stroked her knotted hair.

"I'll protect you, I promise. I won't let it happen again" Paul wanted to stay there forever

"Thank you, Paul.. this means so much to me" Kim let out between sobs.

Kim layed back then Paul did the same. Paul held Kim tight as she fell asleep. When she was out Paul wispered

"I love you, Kim"



Well first of all, she wondered, what am I doing at the biggest party of the year? And second of all, If I hid in the bathroom I'm sure no one will notice, I mean, this is a huge party.

That's mostly why I don't go to parties, She continued to herself, The snickering. The name calling. The laughing and pointing. And then knowing it's all directed twards you, Ouch.
See, this is how it is. If I wasn't here people most likely wouldn't be thinking about me, so I wouldn't have to come up in their conversations. And even if I did, I wouldn't hear it. And since im here, and if I hear it it, I'll hide in the bathroom and scream at the lop of my lungs, She promised herself, Scream at the top of my lungs, and beg whomever watches over me and this world to save me. Not only from the sinickering and name calling and whatever but from the possible attempt of self-mutilation, and the sick thoughts that are running through my head.

As she walked into a crowed room she seen no familiar faces, well, except for a few girl who go to her school and she didn't pay much attention to those girls anyway, and plus, she doupted they even liked her.

Then, in the corner of her eye she cought sight of someone she really did not want to see, Andrew, only cuz everytime she looked into his eyes she got the worse case of butterflies in the world.

Oh, I swear, I you let it so he does not see me, I will start believing in you, God.......

OH FUCK!! Come on! this is a fuckin' joke, She swore to herself as she was turning around trying to avoid Andrew. He spotted her and was walking over to her. Although she knew that the whole reason she had come the the party was to see him. It's kind of a long story about how she met him, all she knew is that she would have killed herself in front of him if that would at least catch his attention for a few seconds. But the thought of acctally like, talking to Andrew, almost made her faint. Not that she was so obsessed with him that she couldn't talk. Just, well, she didn't really know why. But she did know she was in "like" - at least- with him.

Just then she heard her name from the far side of the room.

"Kim!!!"

She looked around. No one.

"Kiiiiiiiiiim!! OVER HERE"

There, staning on a table trying to get her attention was her newest friend, Paul. Although Kim hadn't known Paul for a long time she felt as if they has been friends since they day they were born. Kim could tell Paul anything and everything that was troubling her, and he always knew what to say. It was comforting for Kim to know that someone was always there for her.

Thank GOD!! Thought Kim as she walked across the room to Paul compleltly avoiding Andrew.

Paul looked no diffrent then he did any other night, which was fine by Kim, even a little comforting, but at the same time made her feel like a fool. Kim had spent HOURS in front of the mirror trying to get the right "look". And in the end she ended up wearing way to much makeup and way to little cothing.

"You look GREAT!" Paul said loudly over the music.

"Thanks, Paul. You too" Kim said blushing.

Paul asked Kim about how she gotto the party, and talked about how he got lost on the way there. Casual conversation.

Kim interupted.

"So where can a girl get a drink around here"

Paul looked at Kim with that protective "I'm-your-big-brother,-what-do-you-think-you're-doing-drinking?" look.

"Don't look at me like that!" protesed Kim, "You're up here drinking your face off and I cant have a beer?"

"Sorry," Said Paul "Up the stairs and the first door on thr right is the bathroom, the tub is full. I can go with you if you want."

"I'm fine," Kim responded, smiling "I'll be right back." she finished as she turned and walked away, then she lifted up the back of her skrit for a joke, showing Paul her bare ass. Kim had never seen Paul laugh so hard.

When Kim was out of ear shot, not that she would have heard him say anything over the music anyways, Paul turned to his friend and wisperd loudly into his ear "She's great, right?"


Kim ran up the stairs as fast as she could, looking at everyone she passed. There was a couple in the hallway praticly sucking eachothers faces off. The girl's back was against the wall and one of her legs was wrapped around her boyfriend -assumingly- waist. Their hands were everywhere.

Whatever works. Though Kim, then laughed out loud as she turned into the bathrooom.

"There's that smile."

Kim face dropped, it was Andrew.

Kim walked by as if she was uninterested, but she was nearly having a heart attack on the inside.

"Hi." she said brushing his shoulder and reaching into the tub full of ice for a beer. She struggled with the cap for a while and then Andrew grabbed the bottle from her, opening it with ease.

"I could have done it myself." Kim said trying to play it cool, rolling her eyes.

"I doub it." replyed Andrew

Kim took the first big drink of her beer, then jumped up on the counter in the bathroom. Andrew looked at her, he looked confused.

"What?" asked Kim then took another drink or her beer.

"Nothing, you look really hot, thats all" Andrew said flirtingly

"Thanks, right back atcha" she said raising her beer. Their bottles clanked together.

Kim and Andrew sat in silence for a while as people came in and out of the bathroom. Kim was already on the second beer when Andrew asked what she was doing there.

"Same thing you are, getting drunk." said Kim, laughing. She had drank her first beer way to fast and was starting to get slap happy. She didn't care, and took a big drink of her second beer.

"Hey," Kim said out of the blue "Do you know where I could go or who I could ask for some hard liquor? Beer's good, but vodka's quicker."

Just then Andrew reached into his jacket, witch kim had though he had forgoten to take off at the door, and pulled out a pint of half drinken vodka.

"I already started," said Andrew holding up the bottle making it obvious "catch up!"

Kim swipped the bottle from Andrew with a big smile on her face "Thanks" she finished the little bit that was left in her beer and then took a swig from the half full plastic vodka bottle. She swallowed hard, Andrew laugh at her. Kim quickly took another drink, then desided to chase it with a beer. Andrew opened the beer bottle for her, again. Kim then took yet another drink from the vodka bottle, swallowed it, then reached for her beer and took a big gulp of that. Kim repeated that proceadure sevreal times untill the bottle of vodka was done.

There was no talking when Kim was drinking but now seemed like a good time for Kim to talk, mostly becuase alcohol made her think it was a good idea.

"Why did you give me that?" Kim said looking through the empty vodka bottle.

"Mmm-I-dunno" Andrew said squishing all his words together.

Kim threw the bottle at Andrew, it hit him in the stomach and fell to the gound, Kim laughed hystaricly.

"Let's go dance" Kim said to Andrew jumping off the counter and grabbing his hand.

Kim and Andrew both sumbled down the stairs to the living room. Andrew stopped and stipped off his jacket and threw it on the coat rack on top of what seemed to be a zillion other jackets.

Kim pulled Andrew to where she wanted to go. She spotted Paul and yelled to him "Ahoy, Captain" waving fanticly. Paul came right over and looked at Kim.

"How much did you drink?!"

"Enough" laughed Kim still holding onto Andrew.

"That's right, enough" Paul said looking at Andrew.

"We are going to dance, Paul, Okay?" said Kim looking at Andrew.

"Whatever" Paul said walking away

Kim stuck her tounge out at Paul, he was just mad cuz she was dancing and he wasn't.

Paul went back other to where he was before and said to his friend "That Andrew is bad news for her, keep an eye on them, I have to go get another drink"

Kim and Andrew went to the middle of the room and began to dance. Closely. Andrew placed his hands on Kim's hips and ran then upwards over she stomach and ribs then back down again. Kim placed her hand on Andrew's thigh seductivly... drunkly. Andrew wipped Kim around and looked her. He put his hands on her back then moved them downwards. Kim smiled, then tripped. Andrew caught Kim and then pulled her in close and kissed her. Kim hesitated at first, then she kissed Andrew back and put her hand on his face. Then Andrew pulled back and looked at Kim.

"Wanna go upstiars?"

Kim smiled boldly and shook her head yes, not knowing what regrets would come after.



I remember the night we sat in the starlight.
You said the way the moon lit my my skin, made me look beautiful
You looked beautiful too, but i never told you,
I'm telling you now.
Will you tell me again?



Ahem. This post is about to murder you. Yes, murder. Becuase I have nothing to say. Can you imagine me having nothing to say. Of all people in this world I am the one with nothing to say today. Well, I do have one thing to say that I'm pretty excited about. My MSN is really fucked up:) Wooooooo! So yea. Don't hate me for sending you all those fuckin links cuz I'm not doing it. Something possessed my computer. I think I need an exorcist in here. Anyone know of a good one?

Oh, another sweet note to leave with you. Kick ass show at the Show Room uptown, on King street, RIGHT next to Out World tattoo. Like. Okay.. 7$, starts at 6pm on the 29th, that's right, Monday. And it's 5 really really good bands (Including 16th Avenue.) So my suggestion to you, Show the hell up. And plus, I'm gonna be there. Need I say more? No, didn't think so.

Ou, There is a bear in my neighborhood so that's pretty awesome, my midnight walks are now left at a minimal. Witch totally sucks but kinda doesn't cuz my Journal is now full so I can't write in it anyways. But I still miss going on those walks and the hope to see someone I know... Although I never do. But it's reasonable because it is midnight and I don't expect anyone to like... Be looking for me unless it was my mother. But no one comes and visits me:(. Aww well. Maybe someone will sometime:)... I'm a rather hopeful person. And I'm hoping this post will motivate you to come find me:) It would be good fun.

So yea, I find that hardly anyone comments anymore, well unless its like super rude shit that I don't really care about. So leave your comments :). Your Nice Comments, Please.

"If you don't have anything nice to say, Don't say nothing at all"

Haha, thats slightly hypocritical of me but you'll get over it. I already did.

















If you don't like what i have to say, and what its about then don't read it. Sorry if that's kinda hard for you cuz you are obvisoly one to get into peoples buisness.

Like it says at the top, my feelings my words. Im gonna write what I want when I want. It's my blog.

But, thanks for reading my blog.

P.s I deleted your comments.



-I'm scared of being alone but I'm even more scared of falling in love.
-I bite my nails till they bleed
-I hate feet
-I check my closet every night before going to bed (unless someone is sleeping over)
-My cat is my very best friend, I love her more than I love myself. I tell her everything... Sometimes I think she's really listening and understaning.
-I don't think Chad Michal Murry is hot
-Bryan Adams is my heart throb<3
-I get along much better with guys
-I often continplate running away to a big city, just for fun.. And think ifi had enough money, I would.
-I rarely go out without makeup
-I am soooo scared of clowns, mascots or anything wearing a mask.. AHH!!!
-I have stage fright but I'm super outgoing.
-I'm very self-consious of my body
-I often worry about what people think about me, then I realize that it doesn't matter
-I regret most things I do/say
-Sometimes I think no one understands
-I'm afraid of my father
-I'm a lefty:)
-I never go pee when i have to.. I always wait till the very last minute..haha
-I feel bad saying No
-I used to pray that I would fall fatally ill
-I'm very selfish
-I'm very vain
-I'm very emotional
-When I cry I pull the blankets over my head.. even when no one is home, I'm scared someone will see me
-I love the rain
-When I'm home alone I sing at the top of my lungs and dance around like an idoit
-I'm afraid of death and think about it and cry
-I have never lost anyone close to me
-I bawled during the movie "Hitch"
-I feel that the person who wrote "It's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all" has never had a broken heart
-I used to HATE Hot Hot Heat, and now they are one of my favorite bands
-Sunday afternoons make me want to kill myself
-Im scared of growing up
-I have an incredible amount of respect of anyone who can spend hours listening to me complain and then never make me feel ackward about it
-When I'm driving down the street I look into peoples windows to see what they are watching on TV
-I love when my grandfather plays piano becuase when I sing along with him I never feel nervous
-My siter is nearly 2 inches taller than me and she is 2 years younger than me
-I don't think there even my best friends knows everything about me. I always leave stuff out. (My dirty little secrets)
-I feel better spilling my guts to a stranger
-I hate hospitals
-I think old people smell funny
-I go for walks around 12 almost every nice night and go to an empty lot and write in my journal
-I don't believe in God
-My mum is embarassing, but I love her and we get along very well, Too well...
-I love acting immature
-I love to sing and dance and I can't stand when no one is paying attention to me
-My best friends in the world mean sooo much to me and if iwas to lose one I would honestly have to kill myself (Becca, Jessie and Mike-ith!)
-I hardly dream when i sleep anymore
-I don't mind being alone, it gives me time to think
-I chew on every pen I own
-I talk to myself all the time
-I laught at immature things about like, boogers, boobies and farts :)
-I have ADHD


















Yes, I am going to be okay, I do know that. From the bottom of my heart I know that. But it dosen't mean im over you. Well, unless you want me to be, then I can fake it even more although I must say I'm quite sick of faking my feeling and hiding it all inside untill I get home and I am able to cry alone in the bathroom as a hang over the sink and splash cold water on my face thinking that maybe it will like, wash away the pain and fears the same way it clears my face of the makeup I put on just to impress you. But it dosen't. And I will never be enough to impress you.
I don't need to be fixed, I am not broken... I am going through a normal part of life.. that sucks might I add. But I don't need your fake sypathy. I'm sick of all the fake-ness. Your fake caring, your fake lust, your fake happiness. For I know when you looked into my eyes you were wishing I was "her". Well Guess what? Im not "her", and I'm never going to be. But I could have been so much better then "her" and you will never EVER know. I'm done with you and everything you have to offer, cuz the only thing you had to offer me was a bunch of lies and a map to a one way street.
Im gonna be okay, Because what eles i realized today was that I have tons and tons of friends who mean more to me than my life itself. And I'm gonna get over you and I will find someone eles. And it will be everything that you could never offer to me.









I went for a walk to try and forget you. I went to a place i know well, a place that does me well. I was hoping i would lose you tonight, but I didn't. You found me. I couldn't ignore you. No, you followed me and sat right next to me, and you sang a song that I HATE! What makes me mad is that you were there when that older guy tryed to make a move on me. You didn't do anything about it. It's like you enjoyed it. Maybe you enjoyed the attention. And when I was cold, you sat there and watched me shake, you didn't even move!
I have made a choice, you are nothing but bad for me.
I am leaving you loneliness.



theres a party down the street
that a guys holding
that everyone goes to,
to do some lines,
and the play boy wanna-be's go for the free drugs,
and if they are lucky, get on tape.
the music is so loud, that if i open my window
my house is polluted with noise.
i was contiplating going
but i realized my breasts were probly to small to allow me entrance
(or free drugs at that cost)



mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
Anyways I'm pretty tired so I think I'm gonna peel to bed
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
I'll talk to you later
Is it a pirate hat? says:
il ging too.. wow! we are doing alot at the same time
Is it a pirate hat? says:
and plus, im excited to get into bed.. my blankets got cleaned today:
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
ohhh
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
its funny how little things make you happy of feel happy
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
like a new pair of socks
Is it a pirate hat? says:
and clean sheets alwyas make you sleep better
Is it a pirate hat? says:
and the fork with the cow spots on it always makes food taste better..
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
I know its awesome
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
I dont have one of those
Is it a pirate hat? says:
I do, and i love it.. cuz even potatoes taste good when i eat with it
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
mmm
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
I may have to get one then
Is it a pirate hat? says:
i dont like potatoes
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
what wrong with potatoes
Is it a pirate hat? says:
they are mushy
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
dont like mushy things?
Is it a pirate hat? says:
well, not potatoes
Is it a pirate hat? says:
i like grapes:)
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
well then, thats understandable
.mike-ith. - I made you a hat.. says:
:)



"Niiice ass!!" - random guy uptown
"Wouldnt her and her mum be great fun together" - guy outside oasis.
"You're hot.. Nice ass" - yet again.. up town.
Why is it that guys always comment on the superfical stuff (ei: nice ass, great tits, kick ass curves.. etc etc..) Why is it they they ever blurt out compliments that might not be so offencive, like.. Nice smile, great laugh, awesome intelligence. Well, its becuase guys care very little about whats on the inside.. unless its them. I have never had something yelled at me that i have been flattered about. Not to say i dont like compliments, i dont like vulger comments directed at me. Frankly im quite sick of it. Im sick of testosterone driven males thinking they can get in my pants by teling me what im packing is great.

I have been put in terrible situattions when it comes to males and maybe thats why im being so damn rough on them, because i know a few that are a small bunch of guys that are still on the good side... I havent met them yet, but im sure they are out there. As for the others (the pigs) i have come in sevral incounters with them. Being used, being forced into things, taken advantage of, its all happened, and its all done my the same jerks who think its a GREAT idea to yell out rediculous comments.

So, in conclusion... there is no conclusion.. i was just trying to make a point, so to speek.