When you tell me you worry, it makes me worry.
3 hours is enough to make a person crazy,
but never once have I worried.
I always knew that this was it,
I'll always know that this is what true love is.

It's not as bad as you think.
Can't you just smile, tell me you know.
Tell me you trust and love.

Is this so hard for you?



She was always the trouble maker,
big curious eyes and a short fuse.
Light her up she'd put on a show for days;
the light would hurt your eyes.
Oh, she'd go for days at a time.


And me?
I was the "free spirit"



and i don't really mind when he yells at me,
or pulls my hair and tells me to get on my knees.
i don't care when he tells me I've been bad,
or when he makes me scream.
i listen to him when he tells me to look at him,
and i smile coyly to intrigue him.

but he doesn't touch me softly in dim light,
and he doesn't smile when i peak.
he wont hold me close or tell me I'm beautiful.
he wont do it like you.
he's never kissed in outside in the cold under lights.
he cant do it like you.

don't dance with me if you can't tango.



there was not a single spark, and i knew it was wrong,
but i smiled and said it was okay.
because, truth be told it was something i needed.
you told me that you feel this way, and pretend to love you too,
but its really not the same.
and you can feel it too.
This one sided love that comes alive in the dark didn't ignite a single spark (for me)

stop calling me your girl.



For what its worth, I never wanted you to go.
Goodbyes are not my place and I cant seem to get you off my mind.
An awkward tension draws us closer and makes us fall.
But we are living through technology, and hoping it will allow us to last,
Don't' get me wrong, this isn't love, but its a feeling just as good.
(infactuation)
Just smile and believe in me, tell me you want to take me to all the places you've seen.
Teach me to trust and discover. Discover your world and quirks.
I want to learn all about you, you world, you strange antics and the love you have for things intangible.
Take me to the beach again and talk to me like no else knows what it's like to be us.
Talk to me like you're never going to leave again.
Talk to me like you love.
Your miles away means nothing.
Talk to me like you love.



you're standing right there
I've waited so long
I'm spinning, spinning, spinning.
you said it,
you meant it,
you love me,
I've waited so long,
you're standing right there
I'm spinning, spinning, spinning
i want to tell you
(say it back)
i want to let you know
I've waited so long
my voice disappears
you're standing right there
i choke on my voice
you said it
I'm searching for words
I'm staling for time
but I've waited so long
say it, say it!!
(i beg myself)
you're standing right there:
vulnerable
scared
overwhelmed
understanding
my voice, my voice!
I'm searching for three words
I'm spinning...
your smile fades
you hopes fall
you've waited so long
you're ready
you're standing right there..
spinning..








"I love you too"



How did I end up here again? You and you're fucking smile drives me wild, and I can't say no.
All I do is smile. How can you make me smile when all i want to do is cry?
You and your lies are getting old fast, I want you to prove yourself to me so badly, i want you to beg for me and all my forgiveness and never leave me again.
When will you decide? Who is it going to be? me or you?.. The fact that you are so self absorbed to even notice how bad you are breaking me is killing me and you cannot decide how you want me, but you best make up your mind or you're going to end up with nothing at all.
Wouldn't be so lovely if i could just walk away? Let me make it easier on everyone involved.
Remember that time I said I didn't want to see you anymore, and you took it with a grain of salt.. I laughed and said 'I'm glad you take it so lightly', you looked at me and told me if you thought about never seeing me again you would die.
I wish you would.







I wish...
This could be as simple as it should be,
that I could just tell you everything and you would answer accordingly..
Or maybe not answer, maybe your silence would be the best thing for me,
I'm going out of my head just thinking of ways that I could tell you that no matter how many miles away you are from me, and the duration of time that we've known each other, or the fact that we don't really know each other at all, in the slightest, that I am absolutely perfect for you.
How I want to wake up to you with tousled hair, and look at you and know that you think I'm the best thing this world has, and you have me.
You have me all tangled and confused around your little finger and you walk around with me in my thoughts every waking moment, and how could I be so foolish as to fall for you?
It's something I cannot conceive of.. But it happened.
And although we are lifetimes away I know that despite the fact that you might hate it, we are suck under the same big sky. And that will not change for a very long time.
Darling, please, I beg of you to just realize that maybe I could fit into your crazy plans of traveling the world and being always so adventurous..
I just hope that passion could be devoted to me.