Just To let You Know..
Tuesday, October 19, 2004 @ 2:25 PM
I'm home sick again today, and i was kinda thinking... i wonder what people would think of me if they just read my blog, and didnt know me as a person.. what if they only read my poems or my resonings behind certain things? would they think i am strage? diffrent? deep? lame? smart? if you only read my poetry its just something i wrote, dont break it down, its not meat to be listened to (or read) that way... Poetry was not meant to be analyzed, it was meant to inspire without reason and touch without understading... it just isnt the same if you break it down and try to find all these meanng behind every word i use or every poem i write.. there is nothing behind it, it isnt a cover up, when i write the poems you see, I write them beause thats the way i feel at the moment... nothing more, nothing less... and if you think im strange or diffrent, deep, lame or smart then thats what you think, and i cant change it. and maybe you only think that cuz when you read what i write, you feel tottaly opposite and maybe it give you a total diffrent out look... but im not you, and my brain dosent function the way everyone eles does... im not your average teenager...
