Other Things in Mind..
Saturday, October 02, 2004 @ 1:18 AM
"I dont get it" she says
and thats what she believes
she has to have faith
but she dosent want the work it retrieves.
She sits at her desk
and breaks down to cry
her parents expect so much
but she dsoent even try
she sits trew ever class
and doodles in her notebook
she was brought up so well
you'd think she'd have a better outlook...
But she has other things in mind
-Candace-Jane (written with Alex in mind)
Thats my poem i wrote a week ago when i was going to SJHS and didnt get anything i was doing and it just really frustrated me... but if you look at it with a different perspective, you'll see that its about a girl who is in love with someone and cant concentrate on anything because he is always on his mind.. i guess i can put myself in those boots and thats why i wrote it in the first place. Falling in love with someone its really amazing... except you dont really know if that person loves you back, or will ever love you back, so you just walk around with a dreamy smile on your face thinking about that "special someone" all day... sometimes it causes some troubles in the sense that you cant really concentrate about anything or anyone else. but after your let out of the dark your the most happy person who ever walked the earth, or so it feels. there is nothing in the world that can replace that one person who set your heart on fire... its a damn good feeling...knowing there is always someone for you to fall on, and laugh with... its pretty cool. And through out your whole life time you'll always remember those special people and no one can ever erase that mark they left on your soul... In your mind...With your heart...
Alex, I love you! You'll never be replaced and you have a special place in my heart!!
