Indulge in complete nothingness:) Like Me!
Saturday, November 27, 2004 @ 8:45 PM
Ohhh my lord... I was sooo stressed out tonight, C's mum told he that she couldn't come up, witch totally ruined my plans for the night, cuz we where supposed to chill out. I was really disappointed and I pissed off that my mum just didn't take her and we could party all night long, cuz that would be super cool and a lot of fun, cuz we did the same thing last weekend and it was soooo much fun.. B was there too and my god we had fun... Well, for the parts I remember... haha.. Yea but anyways.. I was totally bummed out that C could come over, and I was stressed cuz she was pretty pissed off too.. But, I swear to god I did the most AMAZING thing anyone can do for themselves in like.. The whole world!! wanna know what it is!?!? Well if you don't, that's just to bad.. cuz im gonna tell you anyways.. Ok.. I took a bath, only lit by candles and aromatherapy bath oil... With the radio playing softly... Oh my gosh, I got in the bathroom with my head filled of thoughts and things, and as soon as the lights went out and I slipped into the tub, my mind just went blank.. I didn't think, which is scary when I think about it.. But its true.. My mind was completely empty for the hour that I was indulged in.. Complete nothingness. I really think, and recommend that is ANYONE is having a bad day to do that.. Its sooooo relaxing..
