Monday, November 08, 2004 @ 10:52 PM
This is getting WAY out of control, not to mention is everyone blowing thing completly out of proportion. Now for one, Julia i honestly love you to death, you are the sweetest thing and that blogg was never ment to include you but you where in the group of "4", and i dont meant ot speak for becca, but we always knew that you where the one who was sweet and quite and you where always nice to Becca, and not to mantion everyone. im sorry Julia if you thaught it was directed twards you, i thaught that maybe i could clear that up. and for two, i really wish that people would leave their names so i wouldnt have to publish this to the whole world and i could talk to them persoanlly, but since you dont, i just have to do it this way. ok well i dont know why i have to say this again but you guys never really honestly knew that Becca was with me. i mean yea- for the most part she was, but why the hell do you think she was?! cuz you guys never called her, she came over to my house, asking what i was doing becasue she never had anthing to do cuz you left her out. so she would come to my house. and Becky, if i cant judge you, then why do you think that you can just go right ahead and judge me. you know me just as well as i know you- not very good. so dont tell me what to do then you do it. not cool. and for the last person, thank you SO SO SO SO much, i probally couldnt have said it better myself. this is MY blogg it is MY thaughts and i never asked any of you to come read it, and if you dont want to read it, then dont! think i wanna hear your damn complaining anways? No!
And to end this blogg- i think ill end by saying that all i did was try to say something nice about a great friend of mine, but even when i do nice things people still have shit to say to put me down. but you know what? youll never tear me down. punch me in the face and ill still smile. life isnt easy, but its a lot easier to go threw with a smile. and Becca has help me keep that smile on my face, and i dont care what any of you have to say about me or what you think, cuz if i did, do you think i would be writing half the shit i write in this blog? All i wanted to do was shout out to my best friend and you take it all to heart, well im sorry that you did but theres nothing i can do about it- and i dont take one thing back.
and if your gonan comment on this one too, please leave your name cuz im not going to make another one of these bloggs. Id like to "thank" you personally.
