it's a high life
On My Mind
Tuesday, January 18, 2005 @ 7:37 PM

I dont want to rip you out of my book
i rip out chapters and pages i no lnger want to think about
I dont want to rip you out of my book
i want these felings to last longer, i want these feelings to grow stronger
i dont want to rip you out of my book
i rip out pages that i want to forget, when i want to move on to something better.. you are that better...
i dont want to rip you out of my book
im not ready to move on
i dont want to rip you out of my book
i dont want our memories to go up in smoke and left as only ashes
i dont want to rip you out of my book
we have such a good time together that shouldnt be forgotten
your making it so hard for me to rip you out if my book
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im not what i seem
i hide behind
my makeup and clothes
im scared
my own feelings scare me
i put up walls
invisible walls
that not even i
can see beond
i dont put my walls down
except for a presious few
i get afraid
to put my walls down
they are my own
they protect me
when people see
what im like really like
they dont like me
maybe thats why im scared
im scared that people
wont like me
but this is the way i am
this is me
please
try to acceept me
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Famous Quotes from the Wonderful C!!

- My Writing, My Pain, My Happiness, My Way!
-Its all my fault, I never ment to Hurt you, and now your there, laying in your blood, wishing it was me, and its all my fault
-Im not looking for love, i would be nice, but i dont lok for it, love is blind, and no matter how long and hard you look, you wont be able to find it.
-Ill fake a smile just so you will be happy, but i wound never fake a tear to made you sad
-Live, love and fake a laugh, Make me happy and ill love you back
-When you cry, i feel your sadess- when you scream, i feel your anger- but you hurt, i love your pain
-Life isnt easy, but its espaisally hard for me
-I dont write cuz i want to, i write cuz i have to, my mind moves my pen to put my feelings on paper.

-C!












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