In this world all alone?
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 @ 12:41 AM
I sat outside and just staired at the half moon, although i knew scientificaly where the rest was,but i still wondered what devouered the other the other half, it was as if the sky was hungry. Or maybe the sky was mad at us and desided to steal the other half of the moon.
Im sorry sky, but i just want the other half of the moon...
I dont mean to wake you, i know its late.
but its getting dark out and i cant see that well.
i wondered what was going to happen to me. i mean, like.. when everything is over.. will the sky be mad at me too and swallow me whole? or will i just be fed to the ground and thats that.. everything i have done.. all the pain, all the happiness.. it was all for nothing. I went through it all to be fed to the ground. I'd rather not think about it, or my insignificance in the universe, but when i'm gazing up at the stars it always seems to cross my mind........ know what eles crosses my mind? that we are both sitting under the same sky, and we could be looking at that same half moon at the exact same time.. and im thinking of you, and maybe.. you're thinking of me.
thinking about all that made me nervous.. upset... scared so to speak.. then a skunk crossed the road, so i called my half moon and star gazing quits. i also killed my phone, its dead. i pulled the cord right out of the wall now it wont work.. Oops..
anyways.. thats my posts for the day...
Much love,
Candace