For you.
Thursday, August 04, 2005 @ 3:26 PM
No more long conversations about what meant the most to us. But just in case you wanted to know, you still mean alot to me, you always did and im sure you knew it, and maybe took advantage of it. But it was all in good fun. Im sure i never meant more to you than the dirt you walked on, but you were almost everything to me. I know, i fell to fast and i wasnt ready for what you dished out and now im stranded, alone, without you and without anyone who knows how much it hurts. Ill get over it im sure. Maybe not tomorrow, and surely not today... But i will, and when i do im going to celebrate. It sucks because you have made it painfully clear about how you feel about me and i still cant let go. the fact that now i know the truth make this more painful then ever. Im sorry you dont feel the same way about me as i feel about you because you could have been everything to me and i would put nothing above you. And im sorry that you will never be able to return the feeling. But you will never know how much i would have done for you. So for now this is a sweet goodbye untill you are ready to express yourself to me, because i have been expressing since day one.
*you said i wasnt good at expressing how i feel, well here it goes: i hate you for doing this to me.*
But dont avoid me. i need to tell you things that maybe you dont want to hear, but i have to tell you.
Im sorry that im still in *like* with you..
-Candace