Maybe you didn't know but.....
Thursday, August 18, 2005 @ 10:00 PM
-I'm scared of being alone but I'm even more scared of falling in love.
-I bite my nails till they bleed
-I hate feet
-I check my closet every night before going to bed (unless someone is sleeping over)
-My cat is my very best friend, I love her more than I love myself. I tell her everything... Sometimes I think she's really listening and understaning.
-I
don't think Chad Michal Murry is hot
-Bryan Adams is my heart throb<3
-I get along much better with guys
-I often continplate running away to a big city, just for fun.. And think ifi had enough money, I would.
-I rarely go out without makeup
-I am soooo scared of clowns, mascots or anything wearing a mask.. AHH!!!
-I have stage fright but I'm super outgoing.
-I'm very self-consious of my body
-I often worry about what people think about me, then I realize that it doesn't matter
-I regret most things I do/say
-Sometimes I think no one understands
-I'm afraid of my father
-I'm a lefty:)
-I never go pee when i have to.. I always wait till the very last minute..haha
-I feel bad saying No
-I used to pray that I would fall fatally ill
-I'm very selfish
-I'm very vain
-I'm very emotional
-When I cry I pull the blankets over my head.. even when no one is home, I'm scared someone will see me
-I love the rain
-When I'm home alone I sing at the top of my lungs and dance around like an idoit
-I'm afraid of death and think about it and cry
-I have never lost anyone close to me
-I bawled during the movie "Hitch"
-I feel that the person who wrote "It's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all" has never had a broken heart
-I used to HATE Hot Hot Heat, and now they are one of my favorite bands
-Sunday afternoons make me want to kill myself
-Im scared of growing up
-I have an incredible amount of respect of anyone who can spend hours listening to me complain and then never make me feel ackward about it
-When I'm driving down the street I look into peoples windows to see what they are watching on TV
-I love when my grandfather plays piano becuase when I sing along with him I never feel nervous
-My siter is nearly 2 inches taller than me and she is 2 years younger than me
-I don't think there even my best friends knows everything about me. I always leave stuff out. (My dirty little secrets)
-I feel better spilling my guts to a stranger
-I hate hospitals
-I think old people smell funny
-I go for walks around 12 almost every nice night and go to an empty lot and write in my journal
-I don't believe in God
-My mum is embarassing, but I love her and we get along very well, Too well...
-I love acting immature
-I love to sing and dance and I can't stand when no one is paying attention to me
-My best friends in the world mean sooo much to me and if iwas to lose one I would honestly have to kill myself
(Becca, Jessie and Mike-ith!)
-I hardly dream when i sleep anymore
-I don't mind being alone, it gives me time to think
-I chew on every pen I own
-I talk to myself all the time
-I laught at immature things about like, boogers, boobies and farts :)
-I have ADHD
*I can't think if much eles.. I think thats quite a bit:)*
The confessions of a mad white woman,
Candace:)