it's a high life
Maybe you didn't know but.....
Thursday, August 18, 2005 @ 10:00 PM

-I'm scared of being alone but I'm even more scared of falling in love.
-I bite my nails till they bleed
-I hate feet
-I check my closet every night before going to bed (unless someone is sleeping over)
-My cat is my very best friend, I love her more than I love myself. I tell her everything... Sometimes I think she's really listening and understaning.
-I don't think Chad Michal Murry is hot
-Bryan Adams is my heart throb<3
-I get along much better with guys
-I often continplate running away to a big city, just for fun.. And think ifi had enough money, I would.
-I rarely go out without makeup
-I am soooo scared of clowns, mascots or anything wearing a mask.. AHH!!!
-I have stage fright but I'm super outgoing.
-I'm very self-consious of my body
-I often worry about what people think about me, then I realize that it doesn't matter
-I regret most things I do/say
-Sometimes I think no one understands
-I'm afraid of my father
-I'm a lefty:)
-I never go pee when i have to.. I always wait till the very last minute..haha
-I feel bad saying No
-I used to pray that I would fall fatally ill
-I'm very selfish
-I'm very vain
-I'm very emotional
-When I cry I pull the blankets over my head.. even when no one is home, I'm scared someone will see me
-I love the rain
-When I'm home alone I sing at the top of my lungs and dance around like an idoit
-I'm afraid of death and think about it and cry
-I have never lost anyone close to me
-I bawled during the movie "Hitch"
-I feel that the person who wrote "It's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all" has never had a broken heart
-I used to HATE Hot Hot Heat, and now they are one of my favorite bands
-Sunday afternoons make me want to kill myself
-Im scared of growing up
-I have an incredible amount of respect of anyone who can spend hours listening to me complain and then never make me feel ackward about it
-When I'm driving down the street I look into peoples windows to see what they are watching on TV
-I love when my grandfather plays piano becuase when I sing along with him I never feel nervous
-My siter is nearly 2 inches taller than me and she is 2 years younger than me
-I don't think there even my best friends knows everything about me. I always leave stuff out. (My dirty little secrets)
-I feel better spilling my guts to a stranger
-I hate hospitals
-I think old people smell funny
-I go for walks around 12 almost every nice night and go to an empty lot and write in my journal
-I don't believe in God
-My mum is embarassing, but I love her and we get along very well, Too well...
-I love acting immature
-I love to sing and dance and I can't stand when no one is paying attention to me
-My best friends in the world mean sooo much to me and if iwas to lose one I would honestly have to kill myself (Becca, Jessie and Mike-ith!)
-I hardly dream when i sleep anymore
-I don't mind being alone, it gives me time to think
-I chew on every pen I own
-I talk to myself all the time
-I laught at immature things about like, boogers, boobies and farts :)
-I have ADHD



*I can't think if much eles.. I think thats quite a bit:)*
The confessions of a mad white woman,
Candace:)






PROFILE
I Read, I Write. I sing. I Regret.




a story of true to life. truly beautiful sadness - a new beginning. a moving musical tale as seen from an outsiders point of view. a destiny with echo. mountains and valleys. bittersweet.

EXITS
designer
Katelyn
K
Brent
Post secret

LOOKING BACK
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
November 2008
December 2008
October 2009
designer