It was cold outside. Colder than last night. I dont know if its becuase I was feeling cold inside or if it was really acctally that cold out. I walked around aimlessly. Well, not aimlessly. I was hoping for something. I was hoping for you. I wasnt expecting it. But I was hoping it. I went to that spot. You know the one where you would always meet me. I was cold. I reminded me of the last time I seen you. I got in and i was shaking. I wonder if you felt bad. Becuase I was so cold I mean. You must have. At least a little bit. Cuz you turned up the heat. You must have cared a little about me. You always did little thing to cheer me up. They always worked. Your hug me made me feel safe. I was safe. At that time I was the most safe I had ever been in my life. Not thinking about the past. Not caring about the future. I was safe.

...I wanted to stay safe forever....