I walked down the stairs and saw your perfect silhouette under the blankets,
and my heart skipped a beat.
on an old pull out couch you were fast asleep and i begged myself not to wake you,
as much as i wanted to, just to hear you speak, knowing your first words of the day would be directed at me.
and i smiled despite me...
despite all my confusion, my indeciseveness, my pain.
ive never been so certain, but so uncertain of something in my intire life..
i love you so.