Unforgivingly, I wonder...
could this be true? Would you purposely cause me this pain?
clung onto the phone... "I love you" I hear.
its forced. It must be. How could you possilby hurt someone you love?
and behind the tears I know I love you too...
but this cannot be like this... Even if they weren't lies they were hidden truths.
its hurts. Like third degree burns that leave me without an identity.
now I know. The accusing eyes. Everyone knew.
everyone but me.
how could this be? I hate you.
this love is so strong it hurts.
I hate to love you.

I hate to love you.