Not what i was. I understand. It hurts.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 9:00 PM
Must be Tuesdays.
Or the sun,
one or the other wants to ruin my day.
Months have come and gone, and some how i must have managed to avoid them both,
Because today's the day it clicks,
today is the day i finally realize, that's it.
it's over, and never will it ever return to what i wished.
I'm second.
Third?
Fourth..?
...
Either way, I would be happier if i lost my footing at the edge of a cliff.
You probably wouldn't even help me if you knew.
And I didn't expect anything anyways.