It started again today.
Overwhelming urges to do what I fear most.
It's so impossible to just forget about it, it's haunting.
Spins around me and taunts me like a little child.

People are starting to notice and it's not okay.
I wonder how much longer I can fake it..
Oh, how i wish this nightmare could end itself, because I sure as hell can't.
Fall, fall, fall.


It's such a wasteland down here.