How did I end up here again? You and you're fucking smile drives me wild, and I can't say no.
All I do is smile. How can you make me smile when all i want to do is cry?
You and your lies are getting old fast, I want you to prove yourself to me so badly, i want you to beg for me and all my forgiveness and never leave me again.
When will you decide? Who is it going to be? me or you?.. The fact that you are so self absorbed to even notice how bad you are breaking me is killing me and you cannot decide how you want me, but you best make up your mind or you're going to end up with nothing at all.
Wouldn't be so lovely if i could just walk away? Let me make it easier on everyone involved.
Remember that time I said I didn't want to see you anymore, and you took it with a grain of salt.. I laughed and said 'I'm glad you take it so lightly', you looked at me and told me if you thought about never seeing me again you would die.
I wish you would.